Wondering What's Next

My life has had so few bumps in the road, relatively speaking. I have friends and family who seem to have drama every other freaking minute. Not me. Until recently, that is.

BIG bump. Kapow. Still trying to figure things out, and it has me a bit flummoxed. What to think. How to feel. How to ACT. And REACT. It's sort of like being in pitch blackness and having to feel around to figure out how to get the hell out without stubbing your toe or smashing your face into the wall.

Little baby steps.

I don't like little baby steps.

But, I guess you do what you have to do to get over the bump. I'll be glad when the bump is no more. When I'm comfortable being me again. That day can't get here soon enough.